wow. have made quite the little agressive girl of myself today. managed to guilt-trip flex teacher into mass-email explanation of his awol-ness not to mention thwart bal'more color plate's attempts to get out of a bid by reassuring them that they *would* receive a stupid dummy to look at for estimates. am phoenix-like reborn from shy mumbling no-account to foot-forward business like force-with-which-to-be-reckoned. that's pretty damn cool.

have managed to keep arms attached to body after long and exhaustive library search for final paper. now have large pile on the floor that is very intimidating. given: will trip over bloody things more than once this weekend.

aahh, yes, the weekend. not really. will be shopping for food tomorrow and that's the extent to which i will see the great outdoors. and if work itself wasn't enough, all these reviewers suddenly get up off their arses to beg me for new chapters. people i've never heard of too... and i am reluctantly forced to find a plot for amelia to putter 'round in. loverly. grr as emerson would say.

needless to say, tgif.

feel v. much like the first edition of some-such-or-other. having a v. oscar wilde moment.

managed to have only three of seven hell meetings today because apparently professionals aren't professional at all- only difference between them and irresponsible peers is that they have business cards. "i never got the fax." if i must hear that one more time today, i will scream loud enough to shatter glass. though goddammit, someone finally *thanked* me for all the pain and suffering that i put into that class. that's all i ask for really... good grief. at least it's over.

artscape people like me, they really like me! ooh! happy thought!

must do lots of work- didn't do much yesterday... damn damn damn.

and krystal saw harry potter and thought it was good. nyah nyah nyah you unbelievers!!!

cheerio.